Tuesday, October 25, 2005

her

Could the reason she bothers me so much be that she thinks so highly of herself? If that is the case then I am just a rotten person. I have had a few interactions where I felt she was condescending and acting like a spoiled child. But then there are those times that I think she is brilliant and modest and fun and beautiful and she does not bother me at all - maybe we could even be friends. I hate that I cannot make up my mind about her. I guess I want to like her and I want to enjoy her company but I feel like I cannot trust her and I tend to avoid her all together to prevent the negative interactions. I guess the best thing to do is to keep our encounters superficial and brief. Yes, yes I am rotten.

10 comments:

she said...

you're most certainly not rotten and big egos can be really irritating.
[speaking of the one with the ploblem?]

she said...

[or maybe the one with the smell impairement ...]

Quetzal said...

It's me isn't it? I'll say Thank You more :0)

cat said...

hmmm?

meli said...

I did not know Avril did that. Hm. It's not about you, or you, or you or you. 'Cos I love you all!

she said...

ok, i still need proper answer to my guesses. the L or the smell? another one???
[rio's funny! hi rio!!!! you know desiree is in europe and might come to visit me?]

meli said...

pb, I have no idea what you are talking about. I did not see a guess... maybe poor interpretation? Okay, if I have to guess I would say the smell one is correct. isn't it the most obvious?

who is desiree?

she said...

the one with the smell-impairment, or the other with an L problem. both are at the oc and both would seem obvious to me.
desiree is an undegrad that worked with me and was in the same time as rio
[rio is funny]

meli said...

GOT IT! Okay, it is not the L person... she is at least consistent, I always know what to expect. The other is really not and that is why I keep going back and forth.

meli said...

and rio IS funny