going big

I guess when I break down and shop at the grocery store I may as well fail huge. It is not like I stopped by for some lettuce to make a nice healthy salad for the dinner gathering. Nope. I left with four containers of ice cream, a dutch apple pie, buns I cannot even eat, lemonade and grapes. This is why I have to be so rigid with my diet. If I give an inch I'll take a mile. I cannot do any of the bad things in moderation. When I was a lacto-ovo-vegetarian I literally ate cheese constantly! No control. It is embarassing.