redemption

sometimes a blog can ruin a whole day. sometimes strange things occur, like you send a picture to your mom and it happens to be linked to your blog. sometimes you just happened to say something about her and today of all days she stumbles upon it. I called for a much worse reason and discovered that she not only read…

“…or maybe I just hate my mom for saying…” which made her cry

but also…

“One slightly uncomfortable silence was squashed by me saying, "yeah, my mom's a whore."

followed by...

“All I can say is that at least they will be dead soon.” and then she cried harder.

These statements taken out of context [as they were]... I can understand why she cried.

I never should have said “hate” and he nor I actually think my mom is a whore. We were talking about our parents and my story can get a little long and complicated. I just met him and considering he looked so uncomfortable and awkward I joked, “yeah, my mom is a whore.” and then we laughed and when I said it I meant the older generations and I was never wishing them dead.

But sometimes she thinks I am a whore and I liked her here and I pretty much liked her here and just in case she ever reads this far back, this was a joke too.

But I do sort of hate her for passing on her cracking ankle genes.