You know how when old people get crazy and some of them become incredibly inappropriate? I think that will happen to me one day. I am already becoming very forgetful, my concentration skills are waning and I can certainly no longer mulitask. I used to be a multitasking-fucking-master! Now? Now if I am sitting at my desk and a new email comes in and I glance over to see who it is from and someone is talking to me at the same time I completely stop listening. It is not out of disinterest I just cannot do it and yet have not fully admitted this to myself to the extent I do something about it. "What was that? I missed this entire conversation." If I am talking to you on the phone and Lily does something cute or LJ asks who it is you can forget about me hearing your last three sentences. I know I am frustrating but please be patient and repeat yourself. I'll do better the second time, I swear. Okay, so that is the crazy... why inappropriate? Well, I think those ill people are not suddenly wired so that all the little neurons in the "inappropriate lobe" of the brain are firing like mad. I think people are just often vile in their dirty little minds but are cognitive enough to suppress. I am forever thinking of mean, disgusting, disturbing and cruel things but I would never do them. I do not even want to do them, they are just there. I will spare you examples for I am hoping that we can stay friends...
...just hope my rationality fails me not any time soon!
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