What does it mean when you get depressed when people leave? People you've known forever or people you've know for a day? Is it normal or am I crazy? Something like a dependency issue?
I am already dreading the day she leaves and she hasn't even arrived. I am bummed he is leaving for 10 weeks and I hardly even know him. I wished he was not away that weekend but wouldn't have even noticed if he hadn't told me he was gone. She leaves on the weekends but I would rather she was home even though I know she'll be back in the morning. I hate it when she goes home for a couple days even though I probably would not have seen her if she'd stayed. When she doesn't come to work I always have to call to see how she is doing. I hate that her field is so far away and I can't even call. I cried that time she moved away even though I did not really like her that much. I cried myself to sleep two nights when he died and I've only ever seen him twice. I am always thinking about when he will be leaving and if he will even say goodbye. I was sad when he graduated because now I cannot run into him in the halls and smile and say hi. It was easier not to see him because the goodbye was always coming and the goodbye was always too much.
I, on the other hand, like to leave.
So... is this normal?
If not, it's probably my mom's fault.
3 comments:
geeeeeeeeez meli. leaving IS normal if it makes for a good change. it is healthy. leaving is NOT normal if it is running. and how come everything always has to be MY fault? MY mom once told me that people stay miserable for years and years and years in a situation inwhich they are not happy because the best thing to do is to just stick it out. and it was at that very moment that i thought to myself, 'no flippin way'. and oh yeah -- i love you.
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