I've always been like this

Sometimes people do not write or call back but you get sort of used to it after a while but many times that person is me and I'll never get used to that. I really hate that about me and do not want my friends/family to come to expect me to be terrible at correspondence. It is not because I do not care or that I do not want to keep in touch or even that I forget because often times it is all I can think about but sometimes not at the right time. To be perfectly honest, I have no idea why I am like this. My brother would probably say he is worse because as children I would be the one sending the relatives thank-you cards post birthday or christmas but I think I am in a more hopeless situation because to me it matters and I will keep thinking about it until it gets done. But without actually getting around to doing in for weeks, maybe months, maybe never. I just carry the guilt around forever when, really, how hard is it? Brother would be completely unaffected and content with never.

And the stamp? The hardest part.