she'll hate this one

I thought by 29 I'd be used to this skin I'm in... but some insecurities never seem to leave. it is like I own them. that's not to say things have not changed at all but you would think by now I would be more adult-like or at least have the confidence of one. but instead, it seems that no matter how much I accomplish and how hard I work, I still feel inadequate for everyone and everything. she promised 30 would be better.