Or so. I used to think I would be early but now I have a feeling she'll arrive late. At week nearly 39 I decided to finally read about some relaxation and pain management techniques. These are things you are supposed to practice well in advance. On a daily basis. I've always been a crammer. I feel like a big test is approaching and I am scrambling to prepare. Except this time the test could be today or two weeks from today. But I'm not scared. I know enough to know that that would be counterproductive. It doesn't really matter how it goes and how much it hurts because in the end, I'll still have her and the pain probably won't have killed me.
At the very least, I realize I should at least be ready to go. However, I would still like to organize this and that, purchase some new diapers, make the wipes solution. My bag still isn't fully packed and ready to go and we still do not know what to do with the big sisters.
Truth: Yes, I know it is coming but it is still really hard to comprehend the fact that there is going to be this little person in my life that I am responsible for at all times. That and I feel like I've been pregnant forever and find it too good to be true that it is almost over and I finally get to meet the little creature moving and growing inside of me. This is going to change everything. For the better. I love her!
So...
Elliana Breese
OR
Caprice Amelia
2 comments:
I am so excited for you guys! Are those your name choices? Love you tons!
mp
Yes, but we will probably stick with Elliana because we've been calling her that for a while now while we thought of other options.
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