Saturday, April 24, 2010

until death

I am pretty sure that when one gets engaged they are supposed to be over-the-top, to-the-moon, through-the-roof (are all of those sayings?) excited. I 100% want this but I would very much like to fast forward about a year. Even a few months. Things like kids hating me, planning a party, buying a condo, losing my job, choosing flooring, renting a moving van, packing, hauling... they are stressing me out a bit. I do not get to be the boss of my life any more. Now I have to do things like compromise and downsize and do things for people who do not even like me. And do you think I will be able to come home and eat toast for dinner any more? Me either.

I know. It is not all bad. I do appreciate what I am getting out of this deal. Just a fast forward button, that is all I am asking. Easy stuff.

4 comments:

wearsocks said...

want me to come next week and help you pack?

Unknown said...

I wish I had a fast forward button too. A million little things are stressing me out and I have to wait like 5 more months! Argh! Good luck! mp

meli said...

Yes.

So, this is a normal feeling? Good. Much luck to you, as well! Mrs. ten ten ten.

Unknown said...

As normal as either of us will ever be! :)

Just kidding. I think we are both normal and it is good that we are more excited about being married rather than being excited about the wedding itself.

I also think that there will be somedays where it is perfectly acceptable to eat toast for dinner!